A sad sad day

Saturday, a terrible day, a sad sad day.... I know this day will come but y? y? so early? We are hit bad to square 1 again? y? I know this is a stage of life and is a stage of growing up but y? I just hate the feeling!!! We have been 2 years of friend.. and now we are going back to square 1 again that is to go our own path.... i hate the feeling... just like sec 4 everyone have to go to their own poly and course to study... i hate parting with each other... especially those close one....

My dear lao po is going on attachment... leaving ur husband which is me and ah net gong nu.... tat's mean we cannot see each other for 1 year... after u come back from attchment is our turn to go attachment.... we won't see each other... and i doesn't noe whether w can go out on weekend anot... Sad feeling just arise from me when she called and told me the news.... Jacky wu 2 variety just couldn't cheer me out... my mind was totally blank... y can't the sch let the first batch go first and next is we the 2nd batch... y mus they mix it up and mix up my mind... yah we can noe new friends but i just hate the feeling the parting feeling just sux!

All those beautiful memories just fill me... maybe i'm just too emotional....i just couldn't stop myself... sometimes i feel life is just meaningless... till old we still mus go apart with each other... seeing old one passes and meet new one... but will we meet the one as good as before? if we were luck we will wat if we does not? Just feel terrible...

I still have my ah net gong nu which act as my mouth but i lost my left hand.... y can't us be the same as other course where they can go attachment together? My lao po is no longer to sit with me in the bus, i can't entertain her in bus and tok abt crap... she can't help me snatch a place to sit... and lots more..... i really can't think about it when it really come... which is after this 1mth and 2 week time after holiday... and she is going back indo for CNY couldnt meet her up during holiday....

Now the only hope is teacher will send me an email asking me to go attachment too if not the worse is hope we can squeeze sometime out during weekdays to go out bah.... (T__T)